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SEETHELIGHT

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After days of soul searching, reading Krystal's inspirational post, and watching Mon Meilleur Ami, I think I've finally gotten my New Years resolution down. Mind you, I've never been one for following through with resolutions, but lately I've been having this gut feeling of motivation and change. Like I can really achieve something this year.

Anyways, my major area of work this year is relationships. (say whaaaaat?)

Yeah, relationships. I must admit I'm kind of bad at them, mostly because I had a rough time growing up that involved moving around a lot and getting mercilessly tormented for being ugly/weird/different. As a result, I had bad self-esteem, (which I'm so glad I grew out of) trust issues and frienships that never lasted very long. I mean, even though I'm over the pre-highschool trauma, I still consider myself a pretty closed-off person. I still have a hard time voicing how I really feel (and opinions are not the same as emotions) and it really puts a strain on how I present myself (ie. cold and distant) and my relationships with friends and family. Not to mention I have the most pessimistic, cynical attitude ever!

After some more thinking, I kind of figured the best place to start is with myself. I've got to be a more open and positive person, because I don't honestly think a person can achieve anything until they change their mindset.

Hope your 2010 resolutions are off to a great start!

GOODBYE'09

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wearing thrifted sequin top, jumper pants courtesy of american apparel, and zeller shoes.
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I mean, you were a nice year and all, but I think it's time to move on...Really. And it's not you, it's me...Maybe we can still be friends?

Bidding an old year goodbye can be tough, haha. Especially since 2009 was a particulary good year for me--whether it was making my very first interview vlog, or launching my photography blog, or even catching up with old friends and local bloggers, I'm just glad to have most of it recorded (thank god for technology) and to have shared it all with you folks:)

So here's to one last shout out to 2009: May it rest in peace, and...
HELLO 2010!


(One more thing...what are some of your New Years resolutions? I haven't come up with anything yet, unlesss being more bad-ass counts...)
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